hmm..jz had a lil argument wif a fren. damn! i dun know wats wrong wit me. i guess i shudn't interfere wif ppl's life. wateva lah..Gosh! i'm pissed actually. yesterday i had a quarrel wif another fren. darn him. he nids help wif sum computer stuff. but wen i myself was unsure abt it, he cursed me? FUCK HIM! dat aint fair at all. his holdin grudges jz bcoz of wat happen a few months ago. darnit lah. tis is da reason y i use to be bisexual. i dun understand boys yet they can be such a hottie if they put a lil effort..haha. girls are always da bez..sensative n str8 forward usually...hmm lets put all dat aside. i prefer tinkin abt nice stuff anyways! thinkin abt all negative stuff might make me all weak again. i dun want dat to happen rite. besides,i haf only myself.

holidays been a sucky one so far. i haf not even touch my books lately. gosh! i'm dead. everytym wen i touch da books,a few mins later n i'll be in dreamland..haha! everyday is da same ol ting. woke up at 7am. bath,sms frens, watch tv, lil bit of comp n off to dreamworld. i cant go out cuz i aint rich. my wallet is totally empty. damnit..if only bro cud pay me back my $50..den perhaps can go pierce my tongue huh..cool!nah, dat i can do afta my O's. Yessa!

damnit, i haf no cash to top up my card. haiyaa...i guess i cant use my fon for 1 stinkin week. haizz...wat a luck! dat aint fair at all. hate it wen parents are soo freakin stingy/poor!