I've finally found myself a job,again! Umi n Ayu will start their training on tuesday. kinda upset we won't be working together no more. My new job is at Pandan,again. It's the same building i worked before when i was under Motorola. Only it's at the second floor compared to previously,which was on the fourth floor. Im currenly working only with Lala. Thank god there is at least someone by my side. Or else,i'll be terribly bored. The job is so much tiring as compared to my previous jobs. I have to do packing this time. Carry all the boxes,check the rejected ones,carry this huge iron which weighs around 10kg or more.aint sure. beats me! William called earliar asking if my friends want to join working with me. but the problem now is,its in the morning shift. no one wants that!! the pay is lesser as its 8hour shift. We're trying not to be picky here,but transportation wise etc.,i'd rather not take the job if i was them. Lala has already thinking of quitting. but we so need the money,i guess i'm gonna try to endure for a few days perhaps. at least a week. so the least i should get is around 300+. Need cash for bills,schools,licence in the near future. hmm,like i've said before,i really want to taste my parents' cash again. haiz... i just hope everything falls into place soon. Miss all the crazy peeps ive known at seagate. *sigh*

Yesterday,i messaged him asking, "hey..err,are we still on? will i ever get to meet u again?". ahakz,i can't believe i did that though. it's really frustrating when he claims 'im his" yet he dont bother much about me. It's a sad thing,. LoLZ! Mum recently said she thinks he's too old for me. Oh really?! well,i'm trying to prove her wrong. He replied my message with this, "I still love u. Have not left u. Yes,we're still on. We'll meet.." ok,what the hell does that suppose to mean? When? arghh..!! So frustratin! i Cant bear to wait any longer. His granny sick? he's job pilling up? oh,hu cares. i've already got someone in my mind for all i care. i know its unfair for him,but i really think i deserve better. I so think these are all lies. so will tis last? hmm... all my love just turn to hatred suddenly.. grr