tis cud possibly be mushy.so stop reading if ure not the one i'm writing to.ahakz!

to my dearest....
The sun sets as i lay with u at east coast. the setting was perfect. just you,me and the water. Treasure every single moment with you yesterday. Never knew how much i could love a man. Thanks for providing comfort,love, and everything. i love you too much! As i put my arms around u,my mind wandered. "wouldnt it be cool if u're mine? not just as a lover,but definitely more than that." hope you know what i mean. I'm so grateful that u're part of my life. thanks for encouraging me to study,becoming my listening ear when my mum was in the hospital,even sending me to the hospital. no one have ever bothered much,but for all i care, YOU'RE the BEST!! Our first argument was too scary. I really can't bear to lose u. Once,i imagined my life if you were to walk outta my life,oh shit!!! NOoOo!~ i'm not sure if i'll ever be strong enough to continue my life journey.

I don't care if people were to say i'm too jiwang(emo) since i dare to write such an entry. You know i dont really dare show much of tis side of me to anyone. but for now,i dont care. i just feel like expressing tis in my blog. Darling,i sure didnt wanna go yesterday. Its like, u have to go..but u dont wanna go. it always sucks when i have to go back. arghh!!! Thanks for making me believe that there still is a decent guy in this world. *sMoOcHiEs* Luv u dearly.!