somewhere over the rainbow;

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

boring

Baby has went Thailand and im missing him alot okays. i miss e constant messaging,the morning greetings,nite phonecalls,movies with him etc...and most importantly,HIM! Just messaged him earlier so he do noe i tink of him cuz he can be quite petty lah. haha. if i din,he mite tink i dun msg him jz bcoz he's overseas. but my reason is,i noe he has e tendency of replying so im avoiding to msg him that often. he was so nice to gimme a testimonial in friendster while at the airport. it definitely is a PLUS. also,he took a pic of himself at e airport and MMS it to me. so sweet rite? like sum memory before he's gone. i love him lots. i feel sorda lost 4 a moment actually. i din noe wat to do. i was mostly playin comp or jz chillin wit my frens whereas previously,e day before,i wud have known wat im gona do n how its gona be like. i miss my baby alot alot!!my nose bleed tis morning for no reason n my eye is sore a lil. my mum said my body must be hot thats y. well i tink,its lovesick. hee

had a major argument wit sis over a freaking hairband. if u readers dunno,im quite particular about people taking my stuff w/o my permission. that includes,my bag,my pen,my ipod and so on. i wun tell ya,but i mite gossip n hate u 4that. oops! but for my family case,i'll jz complain whenever cuz its my own family after all rite. ok,i actually just had my bath when i found out she took my hairband. so me with only my towel wrapped around me,i approached her. Fazirah seemed pissd even when i talk to her nicely. (our hairband in e house is sorda limited la). she removed it slowly (wanna piss me off tats y),while cursing me wit words lyk "fucker,enemy,stupid bitch,wish u die sooner". and yes,thats e my pri 6 sister using her beautiful vocab there. i jz ignored it la cuz i noe how major it cud be if we both quarrel. so after removing it,she threw it back to i dunno where. so i asked her,and her reply was, "y shud i talk 2u?", "go find urself la", "hope u never find it ar,bitch." and finally,i asked 4 e last time,she ignored me. i immediately slapped her good. it rili is a stress relief thing. my patience was @ e max so its time to show who's e boss. i hate it when she shows no respect to me. of coz i dun xpect her to serve me,but jz appropriate words wud be nice to hear. as i was saying,she got mad after e slap,she tried to pull my towel from me in hope of making me naked. but nah,i was only half naked(towel covering below only,top still -OOPS!) we hit each other hard till she cried(guess it oredi). den she left for school. e story is sorda long.but im tired redi lah.

yesterday,i spent my time lepakking wit ayu n aini. thought of goin swimming but it was raining in e westside so changed plan n chill. taught azita a dance. so proud of myself. actually,i din teach lah,juz was doing it to cheer myself up and add sum beats to it,and she suddenly followed. so cute lah her. i miss tt kid redi. so clever!

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7:17:00 AM