haiz..wen u start to tink there's still hope for sum1, sumting jz wanna happen. my grandpa had jz passed away a few minutes ago. i guess i was tooo late to follow u guys intruction to visit him for da very laz time. Hmm, i was upset of cos. Bro visited him earliar n da weird thing is, all my aunts n uncles was so optimistic abt grand-dad condition wen da doc has already told us that there's really no hope.His heartbeat even raised up to 160..wow..dats a huge diff from a normal one.i cant understand my father's family side man. All bunch of egoistic ppl. I remembered grandpa haf ever complain abt his health, but yet, no1 seem to care abt him. they're jz bz wif their freakin life. i cant believe they keep sayin my grandpa is jz complaining alot since his geetin old..wth!! Gosh,i hate to haf such genes in me.Ah..cant complain lah. I'm gonna miss u grandpa...

frankly,i almoz broke into tears eventho i'm not dat close wif him. but thx god sum1 was too kind to call me at 11pm to brighten up my day. wow! he seemed to know dat i kinda nid sum1 to talk to.... haiz...wat a sad endin to my borin lil life...*mai akan sentiasa rindu tuk*...