hehehe..Orite,the mushiness continues. I was out with him the whole day at East Coast,basically have fun as usual ah. Much more easier to move back and forth with his bike around. cycled,played wrestling etc. Gosh,his the only one that can be so fun,tahan my madness nature,and also one who make me smile when i was down..thats the part i so love about him. Above all,i can really be myself and he still accepts me. haha,i know not many guy would wanna stick with me cuz sometimes i embarrass them with my crazyness,but heck,all i know from my beloved darling,instead of being paiseh,he joins in with my madness. SAYANG U!! At least i kicked the habit of smoking just for him. thanks behbey!!

Okok,i cried in the tent while hugging him so tight. he didnt want me to cry cuz he know he might to..guess what?a few seconds later,WE CRIED together. heee..oops. gawd,never have i loved someone so much that i'm so committed to him till i dont want any scandals,extra bfs lying around etc. LOOK!! MAI HAS CHANGE FOR GOOD!! i guess i find it so worth it to be loyal because i somehow really believe i won't be able to find any guy better than tis one. Above all,i really love him. arghh!!! I WANNA GET MARRIED WITH HIM!! Muackhz!!

Lately,since i last met him,ive been listening to all mushy songs to. ahakz. mai da jiwang oi!!! Ok,from misha omar songs to mariah carey etc. ahaha...oops!! from punk,hiphop to all love songs! my goodness.. even i frighten my ownself nowadays..heee