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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

well,1st of all,i like to announce to readers that tis is my blog. so e priviledge for freedom of speech shud be given to me. however,i shall not use names since its only fair. but those close frends will definitely know who im talking about tho.orite,here goes!

well,tt fren did replied my message. kinda surprise that she did. tat means she still dun hate me tt terrible way. cuz if she din,tt mean she cant b bothered at all wat. too bad.ive changed my perspective of her. i hate her. i hate her. i hate her. hmm,tats for sure. well,tis is her reply. "bet u cldnt even rmbr wat u ve said 2 me. neawaez i dun tink tt u wld even much less care. sumhow afta tt, it made me realise tt all along our friendship didnt mean a ting". haha..aww..so sad. so emo like tt. i care? not! well,i actually was a lil upset wit her all along but i just didnt c a point to confront her cuz it seemed like a childish thing to do. so i kept quiet. she actually said sumthing tt seemed obvious she hates goin out with my girls. well,so i replied "i cudnt remember? i bet u cant rmb wat u said 2me urself. but its okay den. at least ive learn to gotten pass it.i wun say much since u refuse to talk here. gdbye den!! enjoy life!" . there it is. thats wat i replied ayte. hmm.i dun tink i sounded harsh. in fact,i think im being to good to her. i made e 1st move to msg her cuz i truly think im a nice person. haha!! but after a while,she msg me again. which i din reply anything. not because im scared or anything,i jz tot i shud have stand strong wit my ego but jz ignore her totally. haha. no pt trying so hard to figure her *emo childish self*. so,tis is her last msg, "go find otha frenz whom u cn manipulate wif.i ve had enaf of a fren lyk u.at least i do not take my frenz 4 granted.yea,nt 2 weri cuz im hvin a thrill ride wif my lyf without u.ciao!" i take my frens for granted? well,if u guys continue on,we'll c hu take who for granted.

im manupalative? haha. well,after so long,she now cud tink of sumthing like tat? dumb her!! i admit i was. i was sorda before. but ive changed alot. but just wen i changed,she said i am tis. she must me soo stupid!! for e record,hu did she turn to when she need sum1 to teach her maths den? who did she begged when she wanted to upload music,use computer, burn cd? hu did she cry to when she FLUNk her o Levels? who was there willing to spend e nite with her wen she's afraid to go home? who was there to share her problems when she's having problems with her parents? me!! well,im not e type who wants to *mengungkit* but if she wanna be like tis. i will!! so bodoh of her to say she's having a thrill time without me. cuz for all i noe,she's e one been using me. taking me for granted. if i rili am manupulative,wat gain did i gain by being so nice to her? her body? definitely not rite? im jz too dumb to be so nice to people hu shud not deserve it.im sumhow glad la. now,no need to bother much abt wat i did wrong. now its over for us. it feel safer tis way.

funny she claims she's having thrill time. when all her pics is wit her cousin. wat a pathetic person.

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