went out wit sweetie for 1 whole day. its a blast. met him around 8am right after he end work till 9pm. wee... awesome lah whenever im with him. first stop,we went to bike repair shop near my home. den,we headed to lestari to have our breakfast. he had chicken rice while i had chicken porridge. after that,we vroom away to town to look for some clothes. we had so much in mind but so lil time. ate ice cream at paragon. decided to eat a diff flavour instead of our usual one.

after walking around,he suddenly felt like walking at vivo. so yah,headed to vivo n chilled by e bay. lovely i tell u. he massaged my back. thanks sweetie. oh yah,managed to pluck his white hair too. its been so long since i did tat. too much white hair,i cant stand it lah. besides,both of us enjoy it. he said its relaxing somehow,whereas i just have tis fetish for grooming ppl from toe nails to their hair. hee. den,we walked around vivo till our legs were so tired and my tummy starts to play some music. so i asked him to eat pastamania. was about to head westmall when he remembered there's one outlet at harbour front. so we ate there. tis time,my treat lah cos i was e one hu wanted to eat so bad.baby got himself beef lasagne n i had creamy cheese pasta. he complained about his food tho. din manage to finish his food,so i ask him to just share mine. he cute lah. i get turn on just looking at him eat. hehehehehehe

after meal,we went to clinic cos i skipped school especially for him. gotta get an mc u see.thank god its only 24bucks. gosh,im so not interested to school but i badly need e cert. haiz. if only there's a good ting in everything

oh yah,to that bitch. u noe hu u are. e man-snatcher. e cheap psychotic self-marketing bitch. yup,if u feel e itch,its u olrite. haha! dun throw urself at a guy when he's at his weakess. dun expect him to love u tat instant by making me look terrible here. geddit? if u love him,let him go. tats wat i did. i love him too much tat i just hafta surrender and try not hating anyone he's dating. but for u,its different. u try to provoke me. try to break us apart. constantly messaging him to consider u. come on! so wat if i wrote so lil about how much he means to me here. tat s hu i am. u and me are 2different beings. i dun publish my sorrows to gain anyone's sympathy. even if i did,its to my bestfrens and i dun see e need to blog about it in specific detail. as long as he noes i love him,tats all tat matters.

i tot ure older and mature. but i guess u still haf long way to go in acting ur age. how could u claim that he gave u hope when ure e one hu keep asking him qns. its like forcing a love. ur frens are too dumb to tink tat ure all pitiful. to me,ure pathetic to only tell them ur side of e story. so wat if ure e 1st girl he kissed after me? i wouldnt be surprise if i noe its u hu make e 1st move. u r e one hu hug him. ure throwing urself too strong. dun u feel embarrassed for throwing urself at guys? in fact,if i was a guy,i wouldnt bother taking u seriously cos i got u in my hands. u just canceled ur engagement and it seem so easily for u to claim u love wats mine. here's a tip tho,get more frens aite. cos from where i see it,any guy tat comes along,u'll go all e way. u sure seemed like a love-deprived kinda bitch.

yup,i advice u to pray. tats e only form of strength u may need. and not any 1st guy tat u see.