Went skool n was late again. Now i owe two fuckin CWO. fuck fuck fuck!! need to do tomorrow but cant since i got 2days MC. Had sum stupid breathing attack. i actually dun wanna go to ambulance but VP n mrs wang insisted me to do so. I really dun want my parents to nag at me. i feel like a burden now. we r not rich but now,they gotta pay for my medical stuff. frankly, i gotta admit i'm cryin everyday. gosh it actually feels silly to typing wat i'm feeling here but hu cares..i dun tink any1 wud mind,rite? i cant take my exam tomorrow. Vp dun even allow me to run on Friday. damnit..i really want to. i'm so pissed at parents now. can u believe it...my mum nag at me for being sick n having to call da ambulance n stuff. they complain tat petty lil stuff..i shudn't make it a big deal.i know they wanna teach us da difficulty of earning money..but i dun tink dats a proper way. too freakin stingy.damnit man..tis kinda tings really make me tink if i shud end my life. i'm not askin for sympathy here but me eliminated from here,they will haf no future problems rite? i was humilated actually to get such parents. jz now while sitting in da stretcher..sum sec4 boys were lookin at me..i feel so embarass. i know tis cant be da end of my life...i'm strong rite? but ...pick me up now..i need sum1 sooo bad.. okok..i end here... suffering in silence... oh yah..i tink dis is my most emo entry ever...sorry for bein too ..erm..wateva lah.

lastly, i'm sorry all my frens/enemies if i've ever hurt u guys.. maybe tis is not enuf. but dats all i can give to u guys. an apology