a few days back,the tv seemed so dull,so e only ok channel to watch was MTV. i was at his place by the way. and baby n me had tis discussion about mtv turning into a sex channel. well,mtv lately has been playing clips from Spring break and it shows tonnes of women behaving oh-so-cheap. once,i saw tis dude sitting on a chair while a few girls were dancing so erotically to win in some beads competition. do girls these days have any respect for themselves? is it cool to behave such way? ok,i do behave crazy once in a while,but not to flaunt my body such a way leaving so lil to one's imaginary etc. for me,one should give what they have when u truly love someone. i dun wanna be lyk some trash. but den again,its all up 2 oneself. i can force everyone to bahave how i want them to be rite? ive come to a conclusion. i shall restrict certain channels for my future kids. hee. i dun want them to be lyk those trashy bunch.

another matter that bothers me. helped a fren A to contact tis other fren of ours,B. in order to do that,had to contact tis sorda person. fren A had some problem wit tis person. so when i called,i was treated like shit. damn! im not at fault or is not involve with whatever matter they have. y must she hate me as well? i so wanna confront her bout tis,but if i do,i think i know whats coming. she mite say "i have my right to be good to who i want or whatever,i dun need to live by hueva rules". well,i tink tats wat she mite say tho. grr